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I got to sleep in this morning :D so now I'm happy. Ain't gon' last for much longer though, I can tell. There are people in my house and to be quite honest, I don't like them. It's sad how as a kid I loved my family yet now that I've gotten older I just...don't like them. I don't hate them but with all the b.s they put me through I'm more passive-aggressive than anything anymore. Rebellious teen? Maybe. Doubt it kinda but honestly I feel safer at school, where I'm usually picked on and suckerpunched, than at home because at home it's like a prison. I get beat or yelled at in said "prison". And again, to be honest, I dislike my dad the most. As a kid he was the best person I knew. But now he flat out terrifies and infuriates me. Every disappointed sigh makes me want to punch him in the face and every time I hear him setting glass objects down I try to sneak past him. He's thrown things before while yelling and I'd rather that not happen again. I think my mom might be worse, because I think she's trying to live her life through me. Any of my real life friends see the clothes I'm wearing? Yeah, mom made me wear them. She wants me to "look like a girl and not a guy" and in reality, that's f*cking stupid. I already look my gender so it's pointless. I hate dressing up how she wants me to. And no matter how many times she says "I never wanted a girly girl" or "I would never try to live your life for you" I don't believe it. She calls me dumb, retarded, idiot, and worse almost every week. So what do I have to look forward to in life other than suffering from having my decisions made for me, and getting yelled at and coming to school with bruises or cuts?

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Artist | Student | Traditional Art
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I'm also very shy around other people. Even on the internet. If I do something wrong, it scares me because I don't know how anyone will react. And I'm scared of being forgotten about or left out again. I have abandonment issues from that happening all the time.

Anyway, I think really the goal I have on here is just to make friends, get along with people, and improve at creating art.

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thank you very much for the fave! I am a dummy! 
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:iconoldschoolownedplz: no problem~
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